I am needy and attention hungry!!!!

Why in the world would God plant a beautiful flourishing flower in the dessert?? A place no one will ever see it, a place where it wont be praised for its beauty, a place where people can not take pictures of it, a place where it will never be known. Its very simple....... For His benefit, His glory. So that He can look down on that beautiful flower in the dessert and be happy!!! God make me the flower in the dessert, I dont care if I am ever seen or known, but to be known by You is what I truly want. Christian, we should strive to be that flower in the dessert. Jesus saved you for Himself and the truth in that is so beautiful.... I have a dog named "beanie" and I have created for him a home, food, water and many other comforts that he doesnt even understand. I am his Master... When I come home he is so excited to see me, he just wants me to give him my attention, he jumps at leg, runs around my feet and barks, all just so I would pet him and show him some attention. His whole life and meaning is wrapped up in me, all he wants is me to love him. I find myself to be just like Beanie, I want so desperately for God to just look down on me and be pleased. I run around His feet and jump at His legs, as if to say, "here I am God pet me". Everything I have is because He has seen fit to give me, for no other reason than for himself. I am a needy person and seeking so much attention from my God!!!! And He would have it no other way. All praise be to Him.